Never Personal

My blog will never be personal and here's why. There's nothing amazing or awesome about me personally. I'm an annoying little brat who hates her home life and the cards I've been delt in life. Everything sucks. I'm trying my best to care and put effort into things but really I wish I could give and everything be ok. But I never seem to reach any of my life goals. To be happy and ok is such an impossible task. Especially  when you feel and think everyone hates you or thinks you're a b*tch. Nothing ever seems right. And I always feel guilty or like an elephant is sitting on my chest. Being in such a small place you're always judged and squeezed into some societal norm. All the friends you have, all people you met, all the mistakes you make. It will eventually get thrown back into your face to define how society sees you. Remember society isn't just this island. It's family and classmates. All the people closest to you. Even this post is going to be judge. By the reader, by my teacher and by you. I'm sorry but I don't care what you think. This is personal. This is how I see things accept it or forget it. I've had too much sh*t happen to me to give a damn. And this is why there will never be anything personal. I'm not willing to be dissected like a frog.